gile sabtu kemaren aku mengalami hal yang gk mengenakkan dalam hidup ku??!!
aku udah kejambretan..!
menyebalkan..!! tas ku diambil!!
isinya 3 buah hp, dompet n barang2 yang lainnya..
menyedih kan banget.. krn aku beli semua brang itu gk mudah.. penuh dengan perjuangan n keringat.. gak mudah untuk mendapatkan barang2 itu..
aku sedih banget.. tapi aku gk boleh terlalu sedih karena aku harus berjuang untuk bisa dapat barang yang lebih baik.. mksdnya gak boleh terlalu sedih dengan semua itu!!
aku harus semangat neh!!
aku gak mau terus2 an mikir hal yang gk penting..!!!
aku cuma bisa berdoa kalo orang yang mengambil barang ku itu bisa bertobat dan gak berbuat hal yang seperti itu lagi!! aku udah memaafkan orang yang mengambil tas ku..! aku anggap dia lebih membutuhkan barang yang ada di dlam tas ku..!!!
aku tahu ini juga suatu cobaan yang udah Tuhan kasih ke aku.
Tuhan mungkin pengin tau apa aku masih setia ma Dia walaupun aku udah dikasih cobaan..
Tapi malah ini bikin aku semakin bisa menyadari bahwa yang menjadi milik ku sekarang ini bisa saja sewaktu waktu diambil ama Tuhan,, Jadi apa yang aku miliki skr bukan milikku sepenuh nya..
Tuhan bisa ambil kapan aja
jadi aku harus selalu pasrah dengan apa yang terjadi sambil terus berusaha,berdoa dan berharap apa yang terjadi dengan aku adalah yang terbaik...
buat kalian semua yang baca blog ini sekrg hars lebih berhati-hati karena banyak kejahatan..
kalo bawa tas mending ditaruh di dalam jaket ato ditaruh di depan..
n selalu waspada di lampu merah karena kejahatan yang aku alami itu sering terjadi di traffic light..
Kamis, 11 Juni 2009
Rabu, 27 Mei 2009
Sabtu, 23 Mei 2009
about me
Dead And Gone lyrics
Songwriters: Harris, C; Tadross, R; Timberlake, J; Ay, lemme kick it to you right quick man
Not on some gangsta shit man on some real shit
Anybody who been through the same thing
I'm sure you feel the same way
Oh hey, I've been travelin' on this road too long
Just tryin' to find my way back home
But the old me's dead and gone
Dead and gone
And oh hey, I've been travelin' on this road too long
Just tryin' to find my way back home
But the old me's dead and gone
Dead and gone, dead and
Ever had one of them days wish you would have stayed home
Run into a group of niggas who gettin' their hate on
You walk by, they get wrong, you reply then shit get blown
Way out of proportion way past discussion
Just you against them, pick one then rush them
Figure you get jumped here that's next
They don't wanna stop there now they bustin'
Now you gushin', ambulance rushin'
You to the hospital with a bad concussion
Plus you hit four times but it hit yo spine
Paralyzed waist down and ya wheelchair bound
Never mind that now you lucky to be alive
Just thinkin' it all started fussin' wit three guys
Nigga pride in the way but your pride is the way you can fuck
Around get shot down any day
Niggas die everyday, all little bullshit
Dope money, dice games, ordinary hood shit
Could this be cuz of hip-hop music
Or did the ones with the good sense not use it?
Usually niggas don't know what to do when they back against the wall
So they just start shootin'
For red or for blue or for blow I guess
From Bankhead at the old projects
No more stress, now I'm straight
Now I get it, now I take time to think
Before I make mistakes just for my family stake
That part of me left yesterday
The heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say the old me dead and gone away
Oh hey, I've been travelin' on this road too long
Just tryin' to find my way back home
But the old me's dead and gone
Dead and gone
And oh hey, I've been travelin' on this road too long
Just tryin' to find my way back home
But the old me's dead and gone
Dead and gone, dead and
I ain't neva been scared, I live through tragic
Situations could been dead lookin' back at it
Most of that shit didn't even have to happen
But you don't think about it when you out there trappin'
In the apartments hangin', smokin' and rappin'
Niggas start shit next thing we know we cappin'
Get locked up then didn't even get mad
Now I think about that what a life I had
Most of that shit look back just laugh
Some shit still look back get sad
Thinkin' my home boy still be around
Had I not hit the nigga in the mouth that time
I won that fight I lost that war
I could still see my nigga walkin' out that door
Who would of thought I'd never see Philant no more
Got enough dead homies I don't want no more
Cuz a nigga his jump cost me more
I'd a took that ass whoopin' out for sure
Now think before I risk my life
Take them chances to get my stripes
A nigga put his hands on me alright
Otherwise stand there talk shit all night
Cuz I hit you and you sue me
I shoot you get locked up poor me
No more stress now I'm straight
Now I get it now I take time to think
Before I make mistake just for my family stake
That part of me left yesterday
The heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say the old me dead and gone away
Oh hey, I've been travelin' on this road too long
Just tryin' to find my way back home
But the old me's dead and gone
Dead and gone
And oh hey, I've been travelin' on this road too long
Just tryin' to find my way back home
But the old me's dead and gone
Dead and gone
I turn my head to the east, I don't see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west, still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north, swallow that pill that they call pride
That old me's dead and gone but the new me will be alright
I turn my head to the east, I don't see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west, still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north, swallow that pill that they call pride
That old me's dead and gone but the new me will be alright, 'cause
Oh hey, I've been travelin' on this road too long
Just tryin' to find my way back home
But the old me's dead and gone
Dead and gone
And oh hey, I've been travelin' on this road too long
Just tryin' to find my way back home
But the old me's dead and gone
Dead and gone, dead and
Songwriters: Harris, C; Tadross, R; Timberlake, J; Ay, lemme kick it to you right quick man
Not on some gangsta shit man on some real shit
Anybody who been through the same thing
I'm sure you feel the same way
Oh hey, I've been travelin' on this road too long
Just tryin' to find my way back home
But the old me's dead and gone
Dead and gone
And oh hey, I've been travelin' on this road too long
Just tryin' to find my way back home
But the old me's dead and gone
Dead and gone, dead and
Ever had one of them days wish you would have stayed home
Run into a group of niggas who gettin' their hate on
You walk by, they get wrong, you reply then shit get blown
Way out of proportion way past discussion
Just you against them, pick one then rush them
Figure you get jumped here that's next
They don't wanna stop there now they bustin'
Now you gushin', ambulance rushin'
You to the hospital with a bad concussion
Plus you hit four times but it hit yo spine
Paralyzed waist down and ya wheelchair bound
Never mind that now you lucky to be alive
Just thinkin' it all started fussin' wit three guys
Nigga pride in the way but your pride is the way you can fuck
Around get shot down any day
Niggas die everyday, all little bullshit
Dope money, dice games, ordinary hood shit
Could this be cuz of hip-hop music
Or did the ones with the good sense not use it?
Usually niggas don't know what to do when they back against the wall
So they just start shootin'
For red or for blue or for blow I guess
From Bankhead at the old projects
No more stress, now I'm straight
Now I get it, now I take time to think
Before I make mistakes just for my family stake
That part of me left yesterday
The heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say the old me dead and gone away
Oh hey, I've been travelin' on this road too long
Just tryin' to find my way back home
But the old me's dead and gone
Dead and gone
And oh hey, I've been travelin' on this road too long
Just tryin' to find my way back home
But the old me's dead and gone
Dead and gone, dead and
I ain't neva been scared, I live through tragic
Situations could been dead lookin' back at it
Most of that shit didn't even have to happen
But you don't think about it when you out there trappin'
In the apartments hangin', smokin' and rappin'
Niggas start shit next thing we know we cappin'
Get locked up then didn't even get mad
Now I think about that what a life I had
Most of that shit look back just laugh
Some shit still look back get sad
Thinkin' my home boy still be around
Had I not hit the nigga in the mouth that time
I won that fight I lost that war
I could still see my nigga walkin' out that door
Who would of thought I'd never see Philant no more
Got enough dead homies I don't want no more
Cuz a nigga his jump cost me more
I'd a took that ass whoopin' out for sure
Now think before I risk my life
Take them chances to get my stripes
A nigga put his hands on me alright
Otherwise stand there talk shit all night
Cuz I hit you and you sue me
I shoot you get locked up poor me
No more stress now I'm straight
Now I get it now I take time to think
Before I make mistake just for my family stake
That part of me left yesterday
The heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say the old me dead and gone away
Oh hey, I've been travelin' on this road too long
Just tryin' to find my way back home
But the old me's dead and gone
Dead and gone
And oh hey, I've been travelin' on this road too long
Just tryin' to find my way back home
But the old me's dead and gone
Dead and gone
I turn my head to the east, I don't see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west, still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north, swallow that pill that they call pride
That old me's dead and gone but the new me will be alright
I turn my head to the east, I don't see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west, still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north, swallow that pill that they call pride
That old me's dead and gone but the new me will be alright, 'cause
Oh hey, I've been travelin' on this road too long
Just tryin' to find my way back home
But the old me's dead and gone
Dead and gone
And oh hey, I've been travelin' on this road too long
Just tryin' to find my way back home
But the old me's dead and gone
Dead and gone, dead and
liAt ChaNgcuTers
haLow gUys.. aKu kemRen dulU liat ChangcuT di EmpIre PalAce..
weH kesaN ku Terus tErang aja unTuk perTama Kali akU denger yanG namaNYa ChangCUt gak TerlAlu berseMangat..
Tapi BegiTu aKu liAt PerFormaNce nya.. Ueeeeeeee gIleeee kereN aBis..
PersoNil nya UntUk Yang megaNg giTar.. gUuuuaAAAAnnnTTTeeng... Nma nYa
Terus pErformance Nya kEreN banGet.. lUCu2, Pas bAnget.. amPe gaK SdaR ikuT tepUk tNg, bErdiri nn mEnikMati Banget..
top BangEt deHHHHHHH buAt The CHanGcutErs...Jadi Nge Fans neH ama mErekA...
buaT The cHangcut teteP keren YA low Profile kalIan iTu yAng aku suka..
BahKan Tria juga bIlang gini: "weh kenapa semua orang ini foto2 saya.. jangan gitu Lagi.. gua sama lagi ma kalian, sama2 makan nasi.."
BaHkan diA juGa sempEt MemujI para Panitia PenyelenGgAra.. Mulai daRi hOteL, traNsportasi, mAkan semua nya enak2..
saluT2 ama merEka...
i loooopPPPPP uuuu
weH kesaN ku Terus tErang aja unTuk perTama Kali akU denger yanG namaNYa ChangCUt gak TerlAlu berseMangat..
Tapi BegiTu aKu liAt PerFormaNce nya.. Ueeeeeeee gIleeee kereN aBis..
PersoNil nya UntUk Yang megaNg giTar.. gUuuuaAAAAnnnTTTeeng... Nma nYa
Terus pErformance Nya kEreN banGet.. lUCu2, Pas bAnget.. amPe gaK SdaR ikuT tepUk tNg, bErdiri nn mEnikMati Banget..
top BangEt deHHHHHHH buAt The CHanGcutErs...Jadi Nge Fans neH ama mErekA...
buaT The cHangcut teteP keren YA low Profile kalIan iTu yAng aku suka..
BahKan Tria juga bIlang gini: "weh kenapa semua orang ini foto2 saya.. jangan gitu Lagi.. gua sama lagi ma kalian, sama2 makan nasi.."
BaHkan diA juGa sempEt MemujI para Panitia PenyelenGgAra.. Mulai daRi hOteL, traNsportasi, mAkan semua nya enak2..
saluT2 ama merEka...
i loooopPPPPP uuuu
Rabu, 20 Mei 2009
thIs song gOes To My LovelY uNcle..
tHanK u 4 BecOme mY herO
There's a hero if you look inside your heart.
You don't have to be afraid of what you are.
There's an answer if you reach into your soul
and the sorrow that you know will melt away.
And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.
So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.
It's a long road when you face the world alone.
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold.
You can find love if you search within yourself
and the emptiness you felt will disappear.
And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.
So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.
Lord knows dreams are hard to follow,
But don't let anyone tear them away.
Hold on, there will be tommorow.
In time you'll find the way.
And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.
So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.
That a hero lies in you,
that a hero lies in you.
tHanK u 4 BecOme mY herO
There's a hero if you look inside your heart.
You don't have to be afraid of what you are.
There's an answer if you reach into your soul
and the sorrow that you know will melt away.
And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.
So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.
It's a long road when you face the world alone.
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold.
You can find love if you search within yourself
and the emptiness you felt will disappear.
And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.
So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.
Lord knows dreams are hard to follow,
But don't let anyone tear them away.
Hold on, there will be tommorow.
In time you'll find the way.
And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.
So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.
That a hero lies in you,
that a hero lies in you.
just 4 my uncle...
at soMewHere
how Are U my Uncle??? i hopE you are alright.. LonG tIme No See U..
I jUst WanT tO Say ThanK u VerY mucH 4 ALL you'Ve doNe 4 Me.. MyBe u ThinK it's Too Late to saY thIs.. But Im Try 2 Say It..
I kNow u WorK so Hard thEre.. mYbe noT jusT 4 me.. But I knOw i HavE it To..
I cAn Be Like This beCause of U too. BesiDe heLp from JesUs, the PraY froM my Mom and TheN the Last its My Effort..
I kNow tOO thAt Im nOt the OnlY perSon can MaKe u ProuD.. BuT i Hope wHat i've reacHed gIve u a LittlE haPPiness.. juSt a LittLe..
Now, Im wOrk.. BuT i stIll Can giVe liKe you'Ve dOne 4 me.. I kNoW It..
BuT MY uNcle i will pRay 4 your happInes,grace anD 4 yOur Life..
I hoPe soMedaY i caN giVe soMethinG..
i Don"t haVe anY worDS AGaIN.. JusT thAnk u very Much and Im soRRy if I hAve soMe mIstaKes..
I knOw tHat JesuS never sLeep.. JesuS saW the gooD thingS you'vE done 4 otHer peopLe..
AndyOu wiLL geT ThE gOoD ThiNgs too, My Lovely UnclE..
thhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
at soMewHere
how Are U my Uncle??? i hopE you are alright.. LonG tIme No See U..
I jUst WanT tO Say ThanK u VerY mucH 4 ALL you'Ve doNe 4 Me.. MyBe u ThinK it's Too Late to saY thIs.. But Im Try 2 Say It..
I kNow u WorK so Hard thEre.. mYbe noT jusT 4 me.. But I knOw i HavE it To..
I cAn Be Like This beCause of U too. BesiDe heLp from JesUs, the PraY froM my Mom and TheN the Last its My Effort..
I kNow tOO thAt Im nOt the OnlY perSon can MaKe u ProuD.. BuT i Hope wHat i've reacHed gIve u a LittlE haPPiness.. juSt a LittLe..
Now, Im wOrk.. BuT i stIll Can giVe liKe you'Ve dOne 4 me.. I kNoW It..
BuT MY uNcle i will pRay 4 your happInes,grace anD 4 yOur Life..
I hoPe soMedaY i caN giVe soMethinG..
i Don"t haVe anY worDS AGaIN.. JusT thAnk u very Much and Im soRRy if I hAve soMe mIstaKes..
I knOw tHat JesuS never sLeep.. JesuS saW the gooD thingS you'vE done 4 otHer peopLe..
AndyOu wiLL geT ThE gOoD ThiNgs too, My Lovely UnclE..
thhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
Selasa, 19 Mei 2009
walah hari ini...
uggghhhhh hari ini juga gak terlalu menyenangkan aku buat kesalahan di kantor yang bikin atasan juga agak sewot.. walah emang aku yang salah sehhh.. tapi yang namanya dimarahi pasti aku juga sedih gitu.. tapi aku gak boleh larut karena aku harus bisa bangkit lagi..
buat kalian semua yang sedang mengalami hal yang gak enak jangan terlalu dimasukkan dalam hai.. hal terbaik yang bisa kalian lakukan adalah instropeksi diri mungkin kesalahan atao perbuatan yang kalian lakukan menyinggung, kurang pantas untuk dilakukan...
tapi hal yang selalu aku bikin aku sebel, spechless ato menangis adalah kesukaan orang2 untuk menghina n menganggap aku ini gak bisa apa2!!!!! fiuhhhh..
ya aku hanya bisa erdoa swmoga apa yang terjadi selalu ada hikmahnya yang aku bisa ambil..
buat kalian semua yang sedang mengalami hal yang gak enak jangan terlalu dimasukkan dalam hai.. hal terbaik yang bisa kalian lakukan adalah instropeksi diri mungkin kesalahan atao perbuatan yang kalian lakukan menyinggung, kurang pantas untuk dilakukan...
tapi hal yang selalu aku bikin aku sebel, spechless ato menangis adalah kesukaan orang2 untuk menghina n menganggap aku ini gak bisa apa2!!!!! fiuhhhh..
ya aku hanya bisa erdoa swmoga apa yang terjadi selalu ada hikmahnya yang aku bisa ambil..
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